I love my boyfriend so much. It’s been two years. Two years to explore the world, to grow up and experience, to learn who I am and who you are, to man handle love and forget all pain. I’ve loved every moment being with you, and I mean every moment. I can honestly say even the fighting was okay because it pinched me and stepped me out of the perfect mold we fit into. Imperfection is perfect, however being with you I find it to be a perfect fit. I’m following in your footsteps. You got a job and moved me into getting one too. You helped me grow up and come to realization that everything won’t be like it was when I was a child. You started Midnights making way more than me and now off to a great future at CPk. I’m so happy for you, and for the joy I see in your eyes about this promising job. I love your thrive for a better life, it’s breathtaking. Everything you do honestly is mesmerizing. You are amazing, and no matter what I or anyone else ever says to you you are brilliant and a handsome man. I love you. I love everything.
Silent Rejection.
Silent Rejection, kills.
(Source: tedeezy, via tattoosandmemoriies)
I just want to go to a fair. Ya know? Ride rickety rides, eat disgusting food and see people who only come out at night. I want that. That thrill. Gimme :)
(via wescalou)
Fuk fuk fuck. I need sleep.
I need to become healthy again. It sickens me to know I’ve become so unhealthy so quickly. I want to have some type of diet or goals set. My plan is to make water my new best friend. If its super cold and icy I absolutely love water, and can drink plenty of it, which will help me. Also, no more unneeded sugars that I eat just to not be bored. So my goal is to be active and busy. For the past couple of days I’ve wanted to go on a run, and i think today I will. Gotta cut this short. Crazy black girl is yelling at me.
Resorting to drugs means that you have realized that you are incapable of having a fun time without them.
Aka you’re a major fuck up.
Don’t be a fuck up. Have fun sober.
